this feeling that i cant put into words is painful
everytime i tried to ignore it. yet my heart doesn't forget
numbness
confused
i tried to get by
every single day that pass
it was crying
getting used it for a long time
im afraid that i myself dont exactly know its roots.
where does this pain came from
how
when
where
it was shattered into pieces
broken that i tried to mend in all sort of ways
destructive
helpless
i end up running away
looking for an escape
hurting people around me
selfishly took everybody's kindness
corrupted their feelings
lies
betrayals
sin
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